Southern Girl

Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on our doors?
If your looking for an open book
Look no further, I am yours
We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything That turns you up and sets you free
You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?
So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fitAnd with our roots, become a tree
To shade what we make, under it We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to treeWe can do anything
That turns you up and sets you freeYou're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarityYou're all I ever wantedSouthern girl
Could you want me?

adam

ADAM LEVINE... nice sexy eyes




I am Adam from Maroon 5

elementary girl

My Element is Light. I am friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. I am very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). And cheery nature makes me lovable
and my stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

my sign virgo tells me

"Virgo"

August 22 - September 21Try not to be so much of a stick-in-the-mud today, dear Virgo. Other people aren't going to want to take the time to pull you out and drag you along with them. Take the initiative yourself. If you want to have fun, you need to create it for yourself. The biggest part of this equation is simply your attitude. Realize that other people can sense your jealous nature, so don't think you are fooling anyone. Let others live their lives. You need to concentrate on your own.....

he doesnt touches me anymore

last friday... Ivo (my friend) and I went to Greenblet 3 to watch a film... The Village, last screening at around 12am. the film was quite stressful because of the sound effects that makes you close your eyes but still nothing happens. Though the story was not that really scary if one will base it from the trailer. the movei do have this twist about a village that a group of people created because of their horrid past.. and they want to keep innocence intact... there are lines in the movie that one will find corny and too deep to absorb as mushy but well after a little while one will think that it was nice and ironic... "you stopped touching me or holding my hands"...

Happy thoughts... lighthouse

I can sometimes see myself up inside a lighthouse.

Up into its tower, looking outside..

staring at the beautiful horizon ahead.

Just me there, alone..watching the sun setting down,

feeling the afternoon breeze unto my face.

Listening to the sounds of the birds around,

with nothing in my head just the view ahead, the sounds around, and the wind.

This thing gives me a feeling of total abandonment of the world that gives me alot of pain.

I can feel total isolation and freedom, peace and quite and happiness... total nirvana...

-==how i wish i can take you there with me but.. no i can't..cause time will not allow..still loving you=--

the 80's list continued

some nice things and places that we can connect to the 80's
1. Astroboy!! ( I love astroboy)
2. sybelles ( i hope that i got the spelling right, this is where my mum use to buy her shoes)
3. fairmart ( do we still have this one?)
4. rustans makati with a nice park outside so that one can eat their waffled hotdog on stick
5. fiesta carnival with waffled hotdog still ( i think that was my favorite food then) ... enchanted kingdom of the 80's kiddos
6. waffled hotdog and snow cones
7. Aga dancing the moonwalk...bwahahahaha
9. student canteen
10. uncle bob's lucky 7 club
11. SM toy store (toy kingdom? blah!)
12. bazooka bubblegum and their comics
13. tarzan bubblegum nyahahahaha!!!
14. george estregan.. porn king of the phil. movie industry together with his softdrinks sarsi and pepsi...coke? there's no coke?
15. john and marsha
16. tito pepe and his kwarta o kahon
17. kuya germs and his bellstar dancers
18. yellow cabs...not the pizza but the yellow cabs, plus the love bus
19. makati atrium, posh place before where you can have chit chats and coffee..though still standing there, my mum use to take me along with her there before
20. micheal jackson and his thriller mtv

well i still do have alot to add on my 80's list and am loving doing this list but am tired now so i'll just go home for a the meantime and get a good nigth sleep, but what really makes me feel 80'ish is that when i look into old pics and see my mum posing in our old house in the province with me and my brother beside her and she's wearing short shorts...hehehehehe

for my dad

I am what people call an "unica hija", the first child and the only girl. my dad considers me a gift cuz he doesnt have any girl sibling and am so close to him, although my mumsie is my bestfriend and my brothers are my barkada. my dad was able to take care of me when i was still small but because were not rich and my parents wants to give the world to us, when i was three, he went to work abroad, first was to saudi, he would go home once a year then will stay with us for like a month which we consider lucky us or just a week. then after 5 years of going out, my parents decided to go home to mumsie's province, bacolod, and just put up a small business, we had then a small rice store but after three years before edsa 1, fire ate up our business... we didnt have any choice then but to go back to manila and for dad to go abroad, this time off to the land of milk and honey and lotsa dumb people (whahahha). he worked for disney world's luxury ship, "the big red boat", as a chief butcher, he'd go home to us once a year a again and this time were lucky if he stays with us for 2weeks. he do spoils me, educated and sent me good school, gave me material stuff, my classmates then even tease me, what manel wants manel gets. happy? me? yes i am somehow, but i do sometimes wish that i do have a complete family, complete in the sense that my mum, dad, brothers are there everytime i go home... that when someone courts me then i got this dad who can bully the guy and tell him not to hurt my li'l girl, that when someone breaks my heart i can go home crying and that i can cry on his shoulders, not just cry but whail my heart out till i get tired and fell asleep. i know he tries to see to it that he's there at every significant occassion in my life like my first js prom, though he missed my debut. he did called, yes, i know he can feel that his li'l girl misses him alot. i cant remember how many xmas's that we missed having him with us. it's been five years now since he last went home, he do calls us up, we do send text messages once in awhile, he is still the best provider ever materially but still i know that he is aware that we are longing for him to be with us so much and that how he wish that were still li'l kids... corny it may sound but while doing this one, my eyes are in tears. miss you dad...soooooooo much!

the 80's stuff and all

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find ....

lines from george micheal's song careless whispers..that was song that blurted on me when i turned on my radio this morning, then it brought me back to memory lane... the 80's..(baduy! mag reminisce ba?).. i was born at the dawn of the 80's, basically grew up listening to chicago, rolling stones, pink floyd, metallica, queen, bob marley, aerosmith, kiss (courtesy of my uncles and my dad), but then i cant help but love madonna and george micheal (which i find very very sexy and i dont care if he's gay) eventhough then everytime i wake up in the morning i can hear mama i killed a man in our radio... and my lullaby is color my world by chicago.

The 80's are the days of big hair and shocking colors, corny it may look but i listed down things that i was able to pull up in my cerebrum hehehehe:
1. shocking hairs courtesy of aquanet
2. sneaker,trets and high cut converse
3. tight fit jeans for men
4. trapper keepers for school
5.rainbow brite
6. striped blouses ( my mum and i used to own some then hehehe)
5. white pants (baston dapat!) and the GET USED prints on your pants
6. big belts
7. walkman
8. beta max (laser disc and vhs came on the later part i guess and early 90's)
9. Gabby Concepcion and Aga with the bagets are your kind of man (i find herbert bautista then cute)
10. short shorts for GUYS!!!
11. pair it with long socks
12.COD every christmas and the big xmas tree in araneta
13.ice cream parlors are in not coffee shops (lost ang starbucks!)
14.G.I joes and transformer
15. family computer, you're a hit if you know mario bros and you already have beaten king koppa and also that you also know battle city like the back of your hands
17. Papa dont preach!!
19. the seiko wallet jingle every afternoon in your t.v.
20. See True (i forgot the shampoo jingle they use to play there hehehe)

to be continued....

Lack of Sleep and all those shit

My shift ended at around 5am this morning, and after eating brunch with a couple of friends, went home at around 12, was not able to get sleep right away cuz got some visitors a home. the boogieman visited me at around 3pm and my clock shouted at me at around 5pm... but still i was able to find energy to pull myself up and go to work. funny though, i know that am so tired and all but still i feel so high, my energy level is way up on ten... why do i feel so perky perky today? am i trying to hide something? i know deep down inside me i am covering up for something.. i am in denial, i just wanna look happy but i know am not... this is hard but i am enjoying it, it makes me look stupid and it makes me feel weak, i know i am weak, i am a coward, i am nothing... aaaaaarrrrgggghhh!! i dont wanna feel so damn depressed so i guess i'll just go on with this "joke" i have going on..

forwarded poem

Love is never easy, butIt turns life into song.
There is no bit of circumstanceThat love cannot transform.
There is no weary momentOf anger or despair
That love cannot convert to graceAnd render whole and fair.
How passionate the paradiseThat comes from knowing wellThat someone in your happinessFinds pleasure for himself.
How sweet the gift of giving toSomeone who gives to you,
A selflessness that gives to self
More self than self is due.
With all the searing madness ofThe world from day to day,
And all the dreary sadness thatNo joy can take away,
There is one truth more beautifulThan anyone can bear:
That two can trust that when they turn
They'll find the other there.

excerpts

Through the fireTo the limit,
to the wall
For a chance to be with youI’d gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever,
come what may
For a chance at loving youI’d take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

ohmigosh!!!!

I am going to Marry Josh Hartnett according to this blah site. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!! for me..dream on!! but i really like him..soooo sexy!!!
my type of guy?..someone fun to be with.. not dumb, not that sexy, and will love me..for who i am..who doesnt want that kkind of kind of guy huh?!