need to smile

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am no longer young.
am always stressed out of nothing
i feel useless which i really am so it's just sinking i guess.. the thought.
i need to let go of my negative side.
but how? nah i may know the answer however i just simply ignore it.
i find it weird.
i need to let go of all the negative thinggies that i have inside and smile.
this entry is pointless like me.