Happy thoughts... lighthouse

I can sometimes see myself up inside a lighthouse.

Up into its tower, looking outside..

staring at the beautiful horizon ahead.

Just me there, alone..watching the sun setting down,

feeling the afternoon breeze unto my face.

Listening to the sounds of the birds around,

with nothing in my head just the view ahead, the sounds around, and the wind.

This thing gives me a feeling of total abandonment of the world that gives me alot of pain.

I can feel total isolation and freedom, peace and quite and happiness... total nirvana...

-==how i wish i can take you there with me but.. no i can't..cause time will not allow..still loving you=--