am sorry

i know i have been so harsh and rude today... but then i got offended, i mean i didnt mean to be so damn rude at you. it's not you in whole who i am mad at. but the action made. i cant go mad at those people who did it, they're not my responsibility. but when i saw you crying i got so all mad cuz you're a cry baby! you thought i was so bad but no am not! think! think hard! you're not "bobo"! i wanted to say sorry but then, when i saw you crying... hmp! dead!... i receive an email from a concerned person... thank you. then again there are things that i want to keep for myself. i dont owe anyone an explanation.. i admit there are things that i have done wrong. thanks for respecting my not telling you what the hell is wrong with me.. now back off! yes... i will not be lost for you nor do you for me. lets treat each other as if were just mere strangers working in one place, and we dont like working together... there are things that i dont want to be sticking around me. i might get misunderstood.. i dont want it. just be happy with your life... ok? and i may not be happy with mine but it's none of your damn business. i dont know how i can tell this all to you without offending you but this is how i feel... am just being real.. nawalan ako ng gana mag work.. kahit na andito si crush and sobrang visible sya... although he makes me smile.. nakakainis nga lang he doesnt know who i am...haaaaaay... wish ko lang tlga! ----- ot is open... yey! mag oot off ako tom. i need money... cindy's planning to go to singapore with direk.. yey! 6k lang ang pamasahe... so sa sat. ang gagawin ko hindi ako uuwi mag oot ako from 11 to 5 tpos shift ko ng 5.30am to 2.30... then may laro sa hapon... bahala na si batman!

the bitch inside is near boiling point