dream

last night i had this long dream.. about my long lost friend emil. It was like we (me and my mom and my son) about to enter this resto and i saw him... i hesitated to call him though something pushed me to shout his name... he seemed to have not changed in my dream... he didnt looked old and he still have that silly smile. it was one of those dreams that you get a clear vision on whats going on and you can still remember every single detail when you wake up. we talked, the way we used to talk, no holds barred, and he kept on flashing that childish smile to me.. which i find it cute.. then he told me that he already have a wife and a kid... i woke up sad. i dunno why i woke up sad.. maybe cuz i miss him.. and i was not able to tell him my true feelings. If i'll be given a chance to see him. maybe i will, there's still the word maybe. haaaaaaaaaaaay!!!








give me one more chance.. if care for me