going...sore.. not trusting n'more

am tired...
seeing that..
hearing that
doing that

am pissed off
i dont know if i still wanna be with..
if i still like..
do i still trust?
no

no.. i dont think so...
do i still like being?
no

is it really true?
what have been showed?
i dont think so

was i have been liked?
hypocrisy? yah no doubt

why?
am not comfortable around
have i opened?
no

do i still wanna see?
be around?
have i ever felt at home?
maybe...

no! really? even once? yes...
but most of the time?

am floating... not with angst
disgust?
nice...yeah kinda
care?...not the kind of care i know..well not all

i feel sore...
being
around...

i dont like
i'll go...