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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Etc.

can't you get my actions? i simply hate you! hate you being around or even near me... i despise you.. OK! i dont even want you to be my friend.. sh!t!... pleaseeee!!! i dont know what suddenly happend that i hate you like this... not just the sight of you, even the sound of your name! please!! argh!!!!! honestly? i want you miles away from me! like you go to hell..will be even better! i hate you i hate you! i dont want you to be near me... not even within the same place i am in... argh!!

i dont want to see you hear you... i dont want to be your enemy however i dont want you as a fried nor someone i know! i want you to be just a mere stranger... people might misunderstood this a me falling ... but no! am not i really find you icky!... nadidiri ako sayo!... hmp! I SWEAR!

on the brighter side of my life...
i saw my crushie 4x last week...including last sunday... he's such a cutie
we'll have a game this sat. (volleyball) i dont wanna play really for one reason... i dont have a new pair of rubber shoes...
my younger bro's taking his test at ateneo come this sat.... goodluck kap
am enjoying my work now. though my eyes are hurting alot lately... i need to wear glasses again which i hate cuz they hurt. i was suppose to have this 10 days vacation somewhere though decided to postpone it. i wanted to go to australia, live and work there for a year, hope God permits, just for a year. though my mom's planning to send me off to london with my lola and lolo. possibly late this year. watever! what i really want is to go out of the country for a year and have a life of my own.



am trying to look on the happy side of life... really

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