back again....

out of nowhere...i just checked my messages and found his...saying... hi... if you still wanna keep in touch here's my number... hmmmm.. i've been ignoring that message for 2months now... didn't read it.. i dunno why all of a sudden..i clicked on it...then picked up my phone and stored his number... after loggin' off.. i texted him.. hey it's me.. nyt!

...WHY?!!!... i dunno why... i myself dont know the reason why.. cuz i got my phone back? nah! or maybe i want him back.. but it's been months already.. he might have his own life now.. moved on.. stuff like that... nah! i dont care.. confused? me? maybe.. lotsa questions why... he's nice.. he likes me.. he's good looking huh!.. though young.. he cares for me.. he even said he loves me... i cant explain why am so cautious... am not afraid and am not playin around.. OK!?!... it's just that.. am still not sure.. i mean.. me... am not sure of myself.. i maybe hurting him.. but it's better off this way.. i dunno.. can somebody help me figure out what's inside my head! damn!