all in a days' huhum

monday...
he texted me that he's home already..stayin at his place in greenhills again
he just wanted to see me..have some lunch and catching up
but then before that i went to doc psycho...as advised by my tita
reason is that they've been noticing that am getting fat and depress
though aside from they're forcing me to go on diet cuz of my scoliosis
they're just wondering i need some chit chat with the good ol lady doctor

dragging my two feet to san juan to see good ol' lady doctor
all i have in mind is that i'll be staying there for a thousand bucks worth of chit chat
but i never expected that this chit chat will be a unique one
it took me to shell out a thousand bucks-though not mine really
to realize whats wrong with me...uhmmm aside from the perk that i get to have prescription drugs again ...hehehehehe

she just let me talk and talk and talk till it poured my heart out
telling her that i dont think people understand me
then she ended up telling me that it's just that i dont know how to express what's really inside me ...that i have all of these fears of letting people see me hurting
i dunno i just ended arguing again with her


lunch turned out to be nice...

i hate that things gets to be wasted ....